Synopsis of a Phrase: You Don’t Know What You Have Until It’s Gone

You dont know what you pay off until its kaput(p) Like an old saying You dont know what you have until its gone. For some people these are just words, but for another(prenominal)s its really more a deportment changing phrase. To me this phrase are more than just words. I question myself every time I see or hear about(predicate) breeds abandoning their childrens. I really cant understand what bed across their minds to make a life changing decision. Every woman who has the saving grace of having childrens should be grateful, because non every woman has the glory of giving birth.I cant travail leaving behind a part of you alike(p) if it didnt exist, that is just outr elds. But then over again life in some way or somehow it comes back and haunts you, its all about karma. This is where the old saying of You dont know what you have until its gone, kicks in then its too late to try to regain what you had back then. As I grew up as a teenager I always had in mind that I wanted to have a boy first and then a girl as my own children. Well, God heard my entreates and make them true, but not knowing that after on in my life I was going to deficiency that I hadnt made that petition.I had my son at age 17 and my daughter at age 19, years passed by and simply no more pregnancies came along. I was divested as well as my maintain we wanted to have more family. Apparently it just wasnt going to happen I was diagnosed with PCOS (Polycystic ovarian Syndrome). The possibilities of getting pregnant were between 2% to 5% which lets be honest, Not generous. Pretty much I become infertile, but I had set my mind if these are Gods wish let them be. I was already so grateful in having my two kids. Im not going lie I still had that wish of becoming mother again back in mind.I have a child who had a beautiful daughter two years ago. I was hoping for my sister to change for good, since she was more into going out with fri lay offs, boyfriends, and anything relate to being irresponsible. The first year seemed to be hunky-dory even though she still went out. In the beginning of the second year she started to complain about having her daughter. She would say, I wish I have never had you. How can she possibly say this, she is only an innocent lowly girl who didnt ask to be brought to this world. I spoke to my mother about this situation.I simply couldnt let this go on. My mother said, I will not let this happen again. My mother did actually speak to my sister, she obviously didnt like that so she called me up and said, Im leaving the house and Im giving the baby away to someone. I said No you are not Give her to me, I said. My sister answers back by saying, Well, come for her now or I will give her away. So I eagerly left to my mothers house. I had to tell my sister, that I hope you never ever regret what you are doing. This is when I brought up the old saying, You dont know what you have until its gone.Some day you will be begging for the forgiveness of your daughter and this is when you will realize that what you did was wrong and it will be to late. At the end I tried to understand why she took this decision. What was going thru her mind? I just can come with an answer. Ive tried every possible method of getting pregnant and here she comes and leaves her daughter like nothing as if she never carried her in her stomach for 9 months. By the way I was rescue in the babys birth. It was wonderful reliving the moment when I gave birth to my children.Now Im going thru the moment of seeing my niece being abandoned by her insensitive mother. This really breaks my heart by seeing my little niece looking for her mother and not finding her. To me this kind of people should not have the blessing of being a mother, if in some way you can call them mothers. While other women try and wish they could be mothers. We should have more conscious in what we do and the consequence that later in life will bring us. We should treasure what we current ly have and not wait until its too late to realize what slip away from our hands. Life is to short to make wrong decisions.